Thursday, May 31, 2012

knots of lavender

Home. Anxiety levels at a record high.



It's like when you walk out in the cold and realize you aren't wearing enough layers. So you pull on a jacket. Still cold. You wrap a scarf around your neck. Yeah. Cold. You put on another coat. Finally not cold anymore. Then it starts to rain. Fucking icy, shitty, wet rain. And all the layers you pulled on during your walk in the cold don't matter anymore. Cause now you're just fucking freezing. Then you realize you have to go back to where you were. Cause you can't survive the walk home.

and then-
who you missed, who you loved,  and who you used to be become less and less.
and you wish you still cared.












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